Secret Notes of a Guru: March 17, 1952
March 17, 1952
Yet again, another dawning in this jail. Last night I was investigating the thirty-three subterranean chambers of Pharaohs’ ancient Egypt. Those thirty-three subterranean chambers were like thirty-three chapels that were joined to each other by means of thirty-three vestibules. The archaeometric order of these chambers was an exact representation of our spinal column.
In ancient Egypt, the "Initiate" passed from one chamber into another chamber, in accordance to the raising of his sacred fire of Kundalini "canyon" by "canyon," that is to say, vertebra by vertebra.
Indubitably, each one of the thirty-three canyons corresponds to each one of those chambers; therefore, in each chamber the Initiate was greeted with a great festivity.
The ascent of the Kundalini through each canyon is meticulously slow and difficult. Each “canyon" has its special ordeals and its special conditions of Sanctity. Nevertheless, one can accelerate the ascent of the Kundalini, but this costs much suffering, more bitterness, and penances.
Now, those old mysteries of ancient Egypt and those thirty-three chambers must be search for within our selves, in the internal worlds. Now, the old mysteries of Egypt are in the internal worlds, thus, according to how the sacred fire is ascending through our dorsal spine, we are greeted in each one of those thirty-three sacred chambers.
The three "canyons" of our head are the canyons that cost too many tears... there, it is necessary to pass through unspeakable bitterness that must be endured in the living flesh: necessities, jails, enemies, misery, etc. This is terrible...
Each one of those "canyons," "vertebrae," or "pyramids" must be paid for by means of "unspeakable ordeals." Nevertheless, now - at any cost – “the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the brave one takes it by force.” [Matthew 11:12].
The most powerful mantras that are known in order to awaken the Kundalini are the following:
KANDIL, BANDIL, RRRRRR.
It is necessary to raise the voice in the first syllable of each word, and to lower it in second syllable of each word, in a chanting manner; and it is necessary to roll the letter R to give unto it a harmonious and subtly higher vibration than the first two words, vocalize the R as if trying to imitate the sound of the rattles of the rattlesnake, or like the sound of a motor in motion; this is an acute, high sound. Today, I have been meditating on all of these things.
They told me that the lawyer will remove me from this jail, and I hope that this will be soon. I am not ashamed to declare that I was in jail, and this is why I write about it, so that the men of Aquarius will know the bitterness through which their Avatar Samael Aun Weor had to pass.
The people from this twentieth century do not understand me, yet the children of Aquarius will understand me. Therefore, brothers and sisters of Aquarius, listen to me very well: the people from the twentieth century were barbarians, thus they entered into the abyss. You will eventually enjoy peace, when all of them are locked up in the abyss. However, at long last, they will be released from the abyss, thus, they will come back again; then the Earth will be filled anew with horrible darkness. So, take advantage of the two thousand years of light. Attain the in-depth realization of your Inner Self, and be prepared to confront the coming darkness of Capricorn.
There is no doubt that this world-wide scenario, where the great battle between the powers of the light and the darkness is taking place, will have to be changed by a new "scenario."
And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. - Revelation 21:1
A clear geologic change of the terrestrial crust is precisely being spoken here.
I have been thoroughly investigating the North and South poles of the Earth, thus, I see that these two poles are becoming completely ethereal. The great explorers of Antarctica affirm that such a continent is a world of images. Those images float in the polar atmosphere; therefore, the poles of the Earth are becoming ethereal.
In the future, the poles will become the equatorial axis of the Earth, due to the terrestrial movement known by the name of "precession of the equinoxes." This is a retrogradation; the Earth’s axes are deviating little by little, therefore, in the future, Antarctica will be inhabited by a divine humanity. Likewise, a continent where a divine humanity will live in the future will be discovered in the North Pole.
Today, the polar continents are uninhabitable; they are surrounded by water, snow, and ice; this is why Revelation states the following:
And he shewed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb. – Revelation 22: 1
By clairvoyantly observing the continent of Antarctica, we see - in the future - a divine humanity living within a great happiness.
And I John saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.
And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God.
And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away. – Revelation 21:2-4
In the forecoming Antarctica only the true "Initiates," the authentic disciples of our Lord the Christ, will be able to live. The rest, by their whim, that is to say, the foredoomed humanity, will go inevitably to the abyss. This is why Revelation warns us as follows:
But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. – Revelation 21:8
The second death is horrible... The personalities divorced from their “Innermost,” debauched into the fire of their own passions, are disintegrated little by little in the "Avitchi." The "Avitchi" is a submerged state of consciousness, whose material center of cosmic gravitation is the black moon, named "Lilith" by astrologers.
The Avitchi is a plane of submerged consciousness. The Avitchi is the lake burning with passional fire. The Avitchi is a submerged world, the “Abyss.” It is painful to state this, but the truth is that human evolution has failed, thus, humanity, almost in its totality, is falling into the horrible abyss. There is no doubt that in Capricorn many of the souls who will experience the sufferings of the "abyss" will resolve - in the end - to follow the teachings of Christ. Nevertheless, woe to those souls who - in the beginning of "Sagittarius" - won’t repent of their sins, because they will return to the abyss to the end of time; in the abyss they will be tormented until the end of time.
Therefore, the new scenario for human evolution will be in Antarctica, and a continent of the North Pole that has not yet been discovered. Little by little the present continents will be sunk to the bottom of the oceans; thus, the forthcoming future of humanity is in the poles. This is because when the present poles become the equatorial axis of the Earth, the aforementioned polar continents will already be totally ethereal, thus it will be that such a future Earth will be ethereal.
At the moment, the poles of the Earth are the scenario of a powerful “alchemical transmutation,” since the air, water, earth, and ice are at this moment being transmuted into ethereal-material substances - something, we might say, like physical-ethereal, or ethereal-physical. Therefore, the future Jerusalem will be the ethereal Earth of tomorrow.
The whole of this day (the 17th) has been of hope for my freedom; I see prisoners who are released, yet I keep waiting patiently for the authorization of my freedom. My lawyer is defending me against the crime of “healing the ill,” since they accuse me of “such a crime”... I have placed my hopes on my lawyer, thus, I wait patiently for my freedom. How tough is the path of the Initiation! How terrible it is, nevertheless, all of this bitterness is well worth it, because the more tough these suffering are, the greater are the celebrations in the temples and the "festivities of the Gods.”
The sufferings of the "just" have also a "limit," and the limit of those "sufferings" are the great festivities of the soul. Thus, here in this jail and between these walls and these bars, I Samael Aun Weor feel triumphant and victorious; nothing intimidates me. I am powerful!
I am full of immense joy because I have taken the fiery torch away from Baphomet. Who can stop me now in this luminous and triumphant march? Here, in this jail, I have heard several prisoners - filled with desperation - insanely protest with wrath. Yet, I do not protest nor am I desperate, nor am I frightened, because my conscience is illuminated by my Innermost, thus, in the depth of my Being shines only "that One" who is entirely just.
Rather, I have taken advantage of these painful circumstances of my life to the maximum, in order to take the light away from the darkness, and thus, to be elevated more within the luminous scale of the Hierarchies of the Light. Thus, I cannot protest against the wonderful adversities of life that await for me; instead, I consider that it is necessary to take advantage of these wonderful circumstances to the maximum, in order to attain the great realizations.
So, these bitter circumstances are magnificent opportunities that must be taken advantage of. The Master never fears, but he does not neglect either; one has the right to defend oneself, but there is no right to cause harm to anyone. Therefore, I am defending myself like a lawyer, but I am not accusing anyone, not even my executioners; rather, I affectionately held the hand of the one who threw me into this jail.
Thus, this is how one has to proceed, without hatred towards anyone; it is necessary to love our worst enemies, and to kiss the whip of the executioner.
A "prison officer" approached me and affectionately told me, "They are delaying you," then he withdrew...
The Sun shines now in the West, and I am given myself to these deep meditations. The night approaches, and the ticket for my freedom still does not arrive. What could have happened? Now, the dusk has gone, and the night has arrived...